Distances...

I've always felt a sense of distance in a soul. One is the self and the other is the entity that it longs to be.The distance and the desperation will always remain for the fact that these two can never be one. Longing grows at every stage and it comes earnestly. The soul doesn't live in tranquility. There's always a mad rush to reach somewhere else and dances to rhythmic patterns of life. The plethora of feelings that it goes through is complicated and i can never see a conclusion in my case. It remains blank for a while and builds up to confusion in many ways.

However there are days where one cant really figure out these feelings and probably the day one does it could be one of his happiest days of life. Having said that, soul is always in need of something. Even achieving tranquility would be that 'something'. Can it just exist without any feelings,motion or senses? Is it possible to hypothetically defy the law of gravity and not feel any weight of the soul?(thanks to kundera for triggering off this thought) It could and it could not.

Why do we feel the weight of the soul? Possibly due to too much of any emotion. Would it not then be possible to have a moderation. Although we show moderation for certain feelings it is not what we feel. I think either we feel strongly about things or we detest them or not feel anything at all. But keeping it in moderation is for daily survival of the soul and the world runs on this principle in a way.